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“I for myself did not change; situation changed.”

“I for myself did not change; situation changed.”



214 notes | posted 1 week ago  

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And then, he would have never been Choikang Changmin – shy and awkwardly tall Changmin of big sparkling eyes and corny concept of an adorable child. However, time had elapsed, and his deep desire of taking a dramatic change had grown. The feeling of the light weight of a cigarette between his dried lips still lies there, evading his life as a proof of his maturity and forever sorrow of his loneliness.

And then, he would have never been Choikang Changmin – shy and awkwardly tall Changmin of big sparkling eyes and corny concept of an adorable child.
However, time had elapsed, and his deep desire of taking a dramatic change had grown. The feeling of the light weight of a cigarette between his dried lips still lies there, evading his life as a proof of his maturity and forever sorrow of his loneliness.



178 notes | posted 3 weeks ago  

» filed under: #tvxq #dsbk #changmin #i was just experimenting with some tutorials #i love this pic so much sob #edits


Don’t practice your fancy love charades on me. A hug here, a hand held there, and hey baby, together we can outshine all the stars in the midnight suburban sky. You have already identified your soul-mate (it is not me), and I have enough on my mind. Just because I don’t talk about my troubles doesn’t mean they don’t exist.Don’t pretend you care, when- You do this on purpose. You push and you pull and you poke and you prod and you laugh and you taunt - and it hurts. Sometimes, these words you say, they make me want to die. Do you know how hard it gets, to keep this smile painted on, to hold this image in its place, when you push so hard with these words – blunt like spoons, sharp like knives – that threaten to wash it all away? You may not take me seriously, but I am serious. Don’t drag me up if you are just going to push me down again later. I may be loyal as a dog, but you can’t break my leg and expect me to follow. (maybe I just need some love) [x]

Don’t practice your fancy love charades on me. A hug here, a hand held there, and hey baby, together we can outshine all the stars in the midnight suburban sky. You have already identified your soul-mate (it is not me), and I have enough on my mind. Just because I don’t talk about my troubles doesn’t mean they don’t exist.
Don’t pretend you care, when-
You do this on purpose. You push and you pull and you poke and you prod and you laugh and you taunt - and it hurts. Sometimes, these words you say, they make me want to die. Do you know how hard it gets, to keep this smile painted on, to hold this image in its place, when you push so hard with these words – blunt like spoons, sharp like knives – that threaten to wash it all away?
You may not take me seriously, but I am serious. Don’t drag me up if you are just going to push me down again later. I may be loyal as a dog, but you can’t break my leg and expect me to follow.
(maybe I just need some love) [x]



229 notes | posted 1 month ago  

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368 notes | posted 1 month ago  

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Even though Yoochun isn’t here, Changmin thinks he’s there, anyway. Yoochun’s scarf is wrapped around Junsu’s neck (how many days has it been?) like a promise and no matter how many times Changmin teases him about it, Junsu refuses to take it off. When Junsu’s shoulders slump, he can see Yoochun propping his chin there thoughtfully until Junsu shrugs and attempts a smile. He can see Yoochun’s pianist hands playing notes on Junsu’s bare arm, can hear him laughing when Junsu is laughing his eukyangkyang laugh. When Junsu walks into their room later that night, his steps silent, his figure hunched, Changmin almost expects Yoochun to appear behind him and chide him for being unhappy. Junsu heads for his bed across from Changmin’s, his face pale, his eyes blank. Changmin sighs and pats the space beside him. Junsu squirms until he finds a comfortable position by facing the wall. He’s curled into a familiar half-ball and Changmin thinks a person’s back has never looked this imposing and so far away. The ends of Yoochun’s scarf taunt him from afar. In Changmin’s eyes, the curve of Junsu’s body, the space between him and Changmin, is a space where Yoochun can easily fit in. Changmin is here beside Junsu but it’s Yoochun, Yoochun who’s with Junsu. [x]

Even though Yoochun isn’t here, Changmin thinks he’s there, anyway. Yoochun’s scarf is wrapped around Junsu’s neck (how many days has it been?) like a promise and no matter how many times Changmin teases him about it, Junsu refuses to take it off. When Junsu’s shoulders slump, he can see Yoochun propping his chin there thoughtfully until Junsu shrugs and attempts a smile. He can see Yoochun’s pianist hands playing notes on Junsu’s bare arm, can hear him laughing when Junsu is laughing his eukyangkyang laugh.

When Junsu walks into their room later that night, his steps silent, his figure hunched, Changmin almost expects Yoochun to appear behind him and chide him for being unhappy. Junsu heads for his bed across from Changmin’s, his face pale, his eyes blank. Changmin sighs and pats the space beside him.

Junsu squirms until he finds a comfortable position by facing the wall. He’s curled into a familiar half-ball and Changmin thinks a person’s back has never looked this imposing and so far away. The ends of Yoochun’s scarf taunt him from afar. In Changmin’s eyes, the curve of Junsu’s body, the space between him and Changmin, is a space where Yoochun can easily fit in. Changmin is here beside Junsu but it’s Yoochun, Yoochun who’s with Junsu. [x]



178 notes | posted 1 month ago  

» filed under: #dbsk #tvxq #yoosu #minsu #changmin #junsu #yoochun #yoominsu #ot3 #well hi idk how to graphic anymore so.... /shots self #edits #recs




599 notes | posted 2 months ago  

» filed under: #dbsk #tvxq #ot5 #whoops emoshinki edit #/gets shot #edits #please excuse this ugly shit. major graphic block rn




1,489 notes | posted 2 months ago  

» filed under: #dbsk #tvxq #ot5 #just some experimental shit that took me idk half of my lifetime. and now im asking myself w h y. #edits




135 notes | posted 3 months ago  

» filed under: #tvxq #dbsk #junsu #xiah #fucker thinks he's so hot and decided to ruin my life with his ridic perfect face #edits